R.I.P.

Death is never easy.

I know he is better off then all of us.

He is no longer suffering and in pain.

I truly believe that he is in a place of beauty.

A place that none of our simple minds can imagine.

A place where his hurt and pain is erased.

And although he can't physically be with his boys and watch them grow,

I KNOW that he is ALWAYS looking down.

He will continue to be so proud of his wife.

He will watch her in amazement and wonder like the rest of us " how does she do it?"

And I believe with all my heart that 

we will all be re-united again. 

God needed and angel and he chose you B.J.

We might not know why he chose you so soon,

but the point is that we BELIEVE that he indeed

chose you.

Brian and the loves of his life :)

While I was waiting for Adam to sign onto Skype, I received a phone call from my mother. She had informed me that my cousin had passed away after years of suffering. And although him and I weren't extremely close, he was still family. My heart was broken. And when things like this happen, I realize that my family is at home grieving together. And I am not. I'm not there where I should be. I am not there to remind his parents and wife that they fought the hardest battle right along with him. But instead I am here alone. And of course, Skype decided not to work. So the one person that I needed to talk to was unavailable. Tragedies like this remind me that my best friend, supporter, comforter and tear wiper, is gone. I tossed and turned all night. I was constantly checking my phone for an email. And finally at around 5 am, I received this and I was finally able to sleep......

Im speechless lindsey, I'm sorry for your loss :( I wish skype would
have worked last night...the internet came up for about 3 seconds tried
to get on to no avail. I am really sorry...What are your plans? Just let
me know and we will work something out. I love you, keep your head up
and just know I will be home in about ***** weeks to give you that much needed
love and support :) I miss you guys and keep up the good work. I love
you and again im sorry. Tell your parents that my heart is with them as
well. I love you :)



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Sgt Adam J Kish